La venganza de los silenciados. Relato de terror [esp-eng]

La venganza de los silenciados
En mi interior las voces decían que lo hiciera, que sería fácil y además sentiría todo el placer que por tanto no había sentido, uno al que me había negado, pero a pesar de tener esta sensación exorbitante, había una parte dentro de mí que ponía una pared hacia aquellas voces dementes de mí propia cabeza.
¿Pero cuánto tiempo más soportaría? Era una pregunta retórica, me la planteaba a diario al observar mi rostro ante el espejo, sabía que en mi interior no estaba sola, habían más esperando salir, disfrutar, cobrar venganza o simplemente queriendo que fuese su turno, no eran personalidades de una mente enferma, mi interior era albergue de demonios desconocidos.
Desde los ocho años comencé el proceso de medicación, mamá y papá siempre me tuvieron miedo, dormir no era mi parte favorita, la cadena en mi muñeca izquierda a la larga terminó doliendo y haciendo una llaga que quedó como un tatuaje eterno, aquellos seres gozaban tratando de ser liberados, a veces alguno salía, pero no al grado de dominar por completo.
La primera vez que uno de ellos salió a la luz, aquella vez no me gustaría recordarla, yo estaba dentro en un lugar que extrañamente era frío y seguro, a lo lejos se escuchaba el ruido, el maldito ruido y sus gritos, mamá murió a mis diez años, la cosa de manos huesudas en esa ocasión escapó de mi, aprovechó de hacer lo que tanto había susurrando en mi oído.
Mientras estaba en aquel sitio podía escuchar el frenesí y los alaridos de los otros, sentía como se rompían cada uno de sus huesos, crujían como si fuesen trozos de madera reseca al sol, la visión de aquella figura distorsionada, rompía, rasguñaba y susurraba “venganza maldita zorra”, los ojos de esta parte de mi bañados en tinta roja, la sangre de mi madre en su rostro, mi rostro, grite fuerte en mi profundo interior.
Sin embargo una extraña paz se apoderó de mí y dejé de intentar salir de aquel lugar sano y oscuro, solo yo sabía las atrocidades que mi madre había hecho conmigo durante estos años.

Para cuando recobre mi cuerpo estaba tendida al lado de mi madre, grite tan fuerte que mi voz se apagó, no obstante fue suficiente para que los vecinos llegaran, aquella figura huesuda había planeado todo tan bien que me había lastimado en brazos y piernas, acabe siendo una víctima en el macabro asesinato de mi madre, la mujer que me torturó desde mi nacimiento.
Al pasar los años en un arranque de llanto y descontrol perdí mi voluntad, otro de ellos aprovechó la instancia y salió, nuevamente caí al sitio frío y seguro, esta vez tenía trece años, si soy sincera lo deje escapar, por mi cuenta no podía cobrar venganza.
Un ente mudo emergió, sus pensamientos llegaban a mi buscando la aprobación de sus futuros actos, al final todos aportaron ideas, unas más retorcidas que otras, allí estaba frente a la puerta de la habitación de mi padre, el hombre insano que me había abusado hacía apenas un par de horas.
A través de sus ojos observe cual espectadora, arrancó su lengua, sus ojos exorbitados, no podía gritar y el ente enviado como justiciero, firme posado sobre él, no cesó hasta sacar por completo su lengua, un hilo de sangre salió mezclado con baba pegajosa, seguido de eso parecía una cascada de sangre sucia.

No fue suficiente, se levantó de él, bajó su cierre y de misma forma comenzó a tirar sus geniales, no podía gritar, sus lágrimas espesas, sus ojos lentamente se tornaron opacos y su respiración, su asquerosa respiración se extinguió, lo último que vio fue a su hija, sin embargo su hija permanecía oculta, observando como mera persona espectadora del acto de venganza y justicia.
Aquel ente, esta vez justiciero al igual que su antecesor me hirió en varias partes, antes de darme el control otra vez nos encerró en el baño, no sin antes haber usado guantes para romper ventanas, quebrar vasos y regar vidrios, armó un escena del crimen perfecta, una donde sería la víctima real en medio de un falso escenario.
Desperté por las sirenas de policía, tiraron la puerta y me hallaron golpeada y sangrando, nuevamente fui la víctima y el maldito cerdo estaba muerto.
Desde aquella noche los otros dentro de mí se han callado, pero esta noche de forma extraña han vuelto a susurrar, supongo que necesitan hacer justicia y hay tantos en mi lista que no sé por cuál de todos empezarán.
Soy Amanda y dentro de mi viven seres horrendos que me protegen, no se si es un regalo o una maldición, pero ten cuidado de meterte conmigo, quizás alguno de ellos busque darte una lección, una de la cual de seguro no saldrás vivo.
English

The revenge of the silenced
Inside me, voices told me to do it, that it would be easy and that I would feel all the pleasure I had never felt before, a pleasure I had denied myself. But despite this overwhelming feeling, there was a part of me that put up a wall against those crazy voices in my own head.
But how much longer could I take it? It was a rhetorical question, one I asked myself every day as I looked at my face in the mirror. I knew that inside I was not alone; there were others waiting to come out, to enjoy themselves, to take revenge, or simply wanting their turn. They were not personalities from a sick mind; my inner self was a refuge for unknown demons.
I started taking medication when I was eight years old. Mom and Dad were always afraid of me. Sleeping was not my favorite part of the day. The chain on my left wrist eventually hurt and left a scar that remained like an eternal tattoo. Those beings enjoyed trying to break free. Sometimes one would come out, but not to the point of completely taking over.
The first time one of them came out into the open, I would rather not remember that time. I was inside a place that was strangely cold and safe. In the distance, I could hear the noise, the damn noise and their screams. My mother died when I was ten years old. On that occasion, the thing with bony hands escaped from me and took advantage of doing what it had been whispering in my ear for so long.
While I was in that place, I could hear the frenzy and screams of the others. I could feel each of their bones breaking, cracking as if they were pieces of wood dried out in the sun. The vision of that distorted figure broke, scratched, and whispered, "Revenge, you damn bitch." The eyes of this part of me were bathed in red ink, my mother's blood on her face, my face. I screamed loudly from deep inside.
However, a strange peace came over me and I stopped trying to get out of that dark, healthy place. Only I knew the atrocities my mother had done to me over the years.

By the time I regained my body, I was lying next to my mother. I screamed so loudly that my voice went hoarse, but it was enough for the neighbors to come. That bony figure had planned everything so well that she had injured my arms and legs. I ended up being a victim in the macabre murder of my mother, the woman who had tortured me since my birth.
As the years passed, in a fit of crying and uncontrollable emotion, I lost my will. Another one of them took advantage of the situation and left. Once again, I fell into the cold, safe place. This time I was thirteen years old. To be honest, I let it slip away. On my own, I couldn't take revenge.
A silent entity emerged, its thoughts reaching me, seeking approval for its future actions. In the end, everyone contributed ideas, some more twisted than others. There I was, standing in front of my father's bedroom door, the insane man who had abused me just a couple of hours earlier.
Through his eyes, I watched like a spectator as he ripped out his tongue, his eyes bulging. He couldn't scream, and the entity sent as an avenger, firmly perched on top of him, didn't stop until he had completely removed his tongue. A trickle of blood mixed with sticky saliva came out, followed by what looked like a waterfall of dirty blood.

It wasn't enough. He got up, unzipped his fly, and began to pull out his genitals. He couldn't scream. His tears were thick, his eyes slowly turned opaque, and his breath, his disgusting breath, was extinguished. The last thing he saw was his daughter, but she remained hidden, watching as a mere spectator of the act of vengeance and justice.
That entity, this time a vigilante like his predecessor, wounded me in several places. Before giving me back control, he locked us in the bathroom, but not before putting on gloves to break windows, smash glasses, and scatter glass. He staged a perfect crime scene, one where he would be the real victim in the middle of a fake scenario.
I woke up to the sound of police sirens. They broke down the door and found me beaten and bleeding. Once again, I was the victim, and the damn pig was dead.
Since that night, the others inside me have been silent, but tonight, strangely, they have started whispering again. I guess they need to seek justice, and there are so many on my list that I don't know which one they will start with.
I am Amanda, and inside me live horrendous beings who protect me. I don't know if it's a gift or a curse, but be careful about messing with me. Maybe one of them will want to teach you a lesson, one that you surely won't live to tell about.
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